Please say a prayer for those in the Philippines and the Samoan Islands.

Life's been good! Heading to SJSU as a music major in the fall (debated a lot about my choices, and figured SJSU was best for me musically).

If you didn't know, I'm in a band called Sonore. We just remade and remixed the Geico Insurance Song "Somebody's Watching Me", and it can be heard on Myspace.com/sonoreband. We're also on facebook for those of you crazy facebooker people (me one of them) http://apps.facebook.com/ilike/artist/Sonore+(San+Jose%2C+CA), and you can download our remade version of "Somebody's watching me" on http://www.purevolume.com/Sonoreband

ENJOY!!

happy christmas eve to you! yes you, you whose eyes are perusing this blog post entry thing. even if you don't know me and you're seeing this by accident, MERRY CHRISTMAS! =]
we need a lil more peace and joy on this earth. a lil more can't hurt. =]

So today was quite unpleasant.
Last night, around 7-8pmish, I was feeling nausous. So i went to bed.
1pmish, I woke up feeling nausous and needing to pee. so i went the toleit where i spontaenously threw up. =P
happened a few more times throughout the night.

was feeling really sick in the morning, so i couldnt go to church. i had a trombone solo too.....=P someone else covered for me.

anyways, spent most of the day in bed.

i believe that throwing up is one of the worst physical pains ever. okay under childbirth hahaha but i wouldnt know. i mean, loose stool, yeah it's unpleasant, but you're used to it coming out that end. throwing up... i think it's a prety horrible feeling.. =[


anyways. enough about childbirth and loose stool.

i think as a music major, i'm going to have to learn guitar at some point in my life. the guitar is like the most popular instrument in the world. i wonder how long i can hold off learning it haha.

anyways. colleges are sending me mail and emails all around now. like today. more so than yesterday haha. and the day before that.

What's been going on:
Charity event, last friday. Sonore is =D. Music is a great way to get chicks.... ROFL (jkjkjkgoshhaha)
Winter concert. friggen amazing =]. armenian dances, when im old, i can tell my band that i first played this in high school. =D.
Then County HOnor Band audition last night. =D=D=D=D!!!!!!!!!! WHEEE!!!!!! when i found out, i started screaming my butt off =D. my mom and dad looked at me like i was crazy hahaha.
Then rehearsal today. which was friggen amazing. I was the first person to play my concert F to tune the WHOLE BAND!!!.

hrm. I remember last year, making the band (which was pretty darn cool =D) and looking at the principle tubist and thinking "man i wish i could be just like him"
today i heard myself in a different way. like when you hear a principle player, you EXPECT good things to come from their instrument. it's weird "expecting" good things to come out of your own horn.

THIS IS FRIGGEN AWESOME =D. great honor. =].

winter ball tonight =].
that is all.

I am feeling overwhelmed right now because:
I've got a ton of work to do to prep for being a music major like get some songs down, get more recordings down, practice my butt off even more, making sure i send in CDs to places i know i cant go to for an audition, making sure it's OKAY to send a CD instead of not showing up, filling out applications for auditions (or CDs), applications for scholarships, applications for SCHOLARSHIP AUDITIONS, making darn sure I get those applications for W.E. AND/OR CDs POSTMARKED on friggen time, making sure if i do decide to go to an audition that i get plane tickets or a ride down to wherever.

THen i have a ton of physio coloring. barely keeping up.

sleep deprived =D God strength.

and music is supposed to help people relax and feel better about themselves. hahahahahhaha =].

when im tired im more joking i guess.

sighs. cries. wipes tears, goes back to coloring.

kay.
i'm DONE being unhappy. i'm DONE sulking over my bruised heart.
i'm DONE feeling like absolute CRAP.

i've done absolutely NOTHIGN wrong, i made a wrong turn in my life here, but now i'm being hurt for what i believe in.
NO. this is absolutely stupid. i shouldn't be hurting. i've learned my lesson, it's time to move on.

i'm letting this world persecute me by its implications of how we should live. NO. it goes no further.

if i shed another tear, it'll be because of somethign REAL, not this BS that has taken over my life.
it stops HERE. NO MORE.

i'm done eating horribly and doubling up in pain in stats cuz my stomach hurts. i'm done letting my FAKE stupid emotions hurt me physically and mentally.
i've got TOO much damn stuff to worry about, too much on my shoulders then to let THIS stupid issue get to me.
i'm done fighting myself.

no more. it stops here.
i'm goign to be happy. TRY TO MAKE ME SAD!



k i've got that out of my system =].

today is a chill day for me. no running around. imma practice, compose a bit, then perhaps go out wiht a bud to get some coffee, and catch up on each other's lives.

ttyl =]

Today is a new day! despite all the wrong and all the sin and all the injustice that happened yesterday. That can all be forgotten with God's grace.
Onto today!
Let us see:
UoP scholarship essay
SFCoM Personal Statement
Stats hw
practice butt off tubat. yes the tubat.
compose song? if there is time.

wish me luck!

So I'm at my aunt/uncle/grandma's house.
eating breakfast.
I just took a bite of an apple, that looks pretty appealing.
But to my tongue, it's pretty sour.
I think it's because of the fact that i've been eating extremely wonderfully amazingly and awesomely sweet apples from my backyard.
and my tongue can never go back...that sounded kinda dirty.

13 hours of sleep!!! 4 ish on a car ride, and 9 last night on a sofa.  =DDD

i hate college apps. i hate college apps.
darn stats hw.
i hate college apps.
wahh leave me alone!